Mamadou’s friends told him he was crazy to go back home
Mamadou Diallo, from Guinea, had always dreamt of going to Europe. After spending years trying to get a visa, he finally went last year. But the conditions he saw other migrants living in were so bad, he went back home. He told his story to BBC News Online.
I have always wanted to go to Europe because lots of people from my village have gone and now their families have lots of money and have built huge villas.
Many of my friends had gone and I felt that I was going nowhere, staying in Africa, fixing fridges and air-conditioning.
As soon as I started work in 1989, I started saving up to pay to go to Europe.
Sometimes, I saved up rather than send money to my family.
By 1991, I had $2,200, which I paid someone for a visa to go to Italy.
He said that he had some contacts in the Italian embassy and could get a visa without any trouble.
I didn’t have any choice about where I went, I was just desperate to leave Africa.
But it turned out that it was a con. I lost all my money and had to start saving up from scratch.
Resigned
Then in 1998, I met someone who said he could get me a US visa for $5,500, including the plane ticket.
This time, there were about 10 of us – none of us got the visas.
We went to the police, who caught the man and I managed to get $1,800 back.
After that, I decided that I would never again try to buy a visa – I still wanted to go but only if I got the papers legitimately.
But then in 2001, a close friend of mine, who I really trusted, met a man from Benin in France. He said he could get me a visa, again with no problem.
I was convinced that it would work this time and I went to Benin to meet him.
I even resigned from my job because I was so sure that I would finally have my visa.
I told a friend of mine and he too wanted a visa. Each one cost $3,600.
I borrowed the money from my family.
I was staying in a hotel in Benin and my money was starting to run out. Every day, Pascale came up with a new excuse for the delay.
After spending 25 days in Cotonou, I had no money left, so I had to go back home.
He promised to send me my passport with the visa but I never heard from him again.
The conmen always say that they know someone at the embassy. But there is a whole network of people, who all have to be paid, and that is why it costs so much.
However sometimes it is true – I know some people who have obtained visas after paying for them.
Life was really tough for me after I had given up my job. I couldn’t get another one and just did odd jobs for two years.
Europe at last
Then in 2003, a French friend of one of my relatives sent me a letter of invitation and I got a tourist visa without any trouble – and without paying any bribes.
I was so happy to get my visa – after all these years of trying and all the money I’ve wasted.
I flew to France and met a friend from Guinea. He was staying in a single tiny room with his pregnant wife.
They cooked, ate and slept in that room, which had a stove, fridge and a sofa bed, where they slept.
I wanted to stay with them but there was no way I could.
And I couldn’t live like that, so I went to Italy where I knew some more people.
I had a Schengen visa so there was no trouble going to Italy but what I saw there was even worse.
‘Crazy’
Even a prison would be better – 16 people sharing a single grotty room, with just three beds.
I didn’t even want to sit down on the bed and the smell of all those people was terrible.
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I was so determined to go that I never would have believed someone who told me that going to Europe would be that hard
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I would prefer to stay at home and be poor than be rich and live in those conditions.
And when the Africans in Europe come home, they never tell the rest of us what life is really like there, they just flash their money around, wearing nice clothes and building huge mansions.
I have always heard that Europe is a place where money grows on trees.
But since I saw what life for the migrants in Europe is really like, I’ve decided to stay here and work.
With all the money I’ve wasted trying to buy a visa, I could have stayed in Africa and done something.
But when I came back, people didn’t believe they were seeing me – they told me I was crazy.
I told them what life was like in Europe but no-one believed me.
Before I went, I was the same – I was so determined to go that I never would have believed someone who told me that going to Europe would be that hard.
But now I know the truth and I am determined to make some money here in Africa.
Lifted and published by Korir, African Press in Norway (APN) / African Press International, (API) source.bbc